For your kind words and love, for the ecard and notes. So many of us have been through this and it is so painful. Every single time. I look at my animals, young and old now with love and awe at the power they hold over me. At how much they all become true family members.
It's not the same without him. Going to bed at night is the hardest, I think. Although my two grrl cats are there with me. Snuggling and purring and waiting to be adored.
*squishes you all tight*