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31 August 2016 @ 10:07 pm

by Snow
Christian Kane/David Boreanaz
500 words
Don't own 'em, don't want to.

He didn’t wear leather very oftenCollapse )

and hey ... how are you doing?

Current Mood: amusedamused
28 April 2015 @ 09:54 pm
I want to thank everyone that replied to my last post! (i.e. the job dilemma issue)

I really did appreciate your thoughts and opinions, so very much. I made my decision this weekend and am staying with Job #1. Little bit less pay, but lots more benefits. not just the porn. :) really, it's not *all* about the porn.

Today was my Monday and I came home from work feeling *so* good. I like what I do, it's not hard, I don't sweat, my back doesn't hurt. Yes, there are members that call and are upset - but it is my job to make them happy! How could that go wrong? especially when we are given great leverage to do so! And my daughter is not unhappy that I'm there, which - although not a deal breaker - does make me smile. I like knowing that she's downstairs, I like knowing that she's so very admired by everyone around her and I like being referred to as 'Lori's mom'. All good, in my book.

After working so hard, for so long ... I'm not disappointed to come home and still feel good. Still feel like cooking dinner or playing with my dogs. I almost feel like after all this time, I kind of deserve a job like this ... I don't know if that's true or not, but I'm going with it.

So thank you! Thank you for listening to me and thank you for helping me with that decision. I did send Job #2 a nice, hopefully professional email thanking them for their offer and they emailed me back saying that they were disappointed with my decision, but to keep them in mind for any other (hopefully never) career changes. That was good, right?

Now that I've got my own cubicle ... I just need to decorate it.

Too soon to bring in the fandom pics?

Current Mood: happyhappy
17 March 2015 @ 01:09 pm
My Heart Has Yearned

by Snow
SPN (Sam/Dean)
Wincest/prostitution/drug use/PINK PANTIES
anonymous prompt at spn_masquerade

beta by darkhavens and tabaqui Thank you. <3

All my life, my heart has yearned for a thing I cannot name.

Andre Breton

Dean hadn’t had a single good night’s sleep since Sam left.Collapse )

PromptCollapse )
Current Mood: goodgood
07 March 2015 @ 10:07 pm
So for the first time evah - i have participated in one of those anonymous fic memes. The spn_masquerade porn thing. Commenting anonymously is a pain in the ASS.

It was fun! i really like my fic, i'll post it after i get back from Vegas next weekend.

Yes! i'm going to Vegas! No, i'm not going to the SPN convention!

heh. My son (MY BABYOMG!!!) is eloping with his long time girlfriend and paid for my ticket so i can be there when they tie the knot. It's gonna be fast and furious, really. (for me) I'm flying in sat night - the wedding is sunday evening and i'm flying out at 1 am on monday morning.

i will be looking *everywhere* for anyone wearing any spn swag just to say HIHI! though. I'm just really so happy that my son invited me. My oldest got married (eloped) a year ago in Hawaii and i really can't even look at the pictures without crying. i would've given anything to be there with her. So this will be very, very nice.

also while Jeff is in Manhattan (kansas, obv) having his bachelor party tonight and Emily is in KC with her bffs for her bachelorette party, i am watching my grand!dog, Riley. A Rott/Husky mix that is twice a big as either of my dogs, but just as big a baby. So all is good. it makes me laugh when Emily drops Riley off and says 'Riley! Go say hi to your Grandma!!' *dies*

i also got asked (for the first time) the other day at the checkout of a store if i wanted to use my SENIOR DISCOUNT. fuck. i need to dye my hair, right? or just suck it up and accept that i am OLD. sheesh.

i would hope that everyone is reading along with tabaqui's psycho!Jason/Christian Kane drabbles/ficlets. Dude, no one writes a better scary man than Tabi. :) Of course, to combat that- i had to write a drabble that wasn't ... so scary. :)

On Fire
by Snow
Christian Kane/Jason Behr
200 words
for slashthedrabble challenge - Texts from Last Night
i was getting a blow-job tonight in the mens bathroom of a bar and the bouncer comes in and says "bro i don't mean to cock block but you cant do that here."

for tabaqui

He was just a little high.Collapse )

hope everyone is having a great sat night.

Current Mood: goodgood
23 February 2015 @ 03:39 pm
Kansas Winter

by Snow
300 words.
Not Mine.

The snow had started drifting over I-70 before they passed into KansasCollapse )
Current Mood: calmcalm
27 January 2015 @ 08:54 pm
OLM (obsession love madness)

by Snow
Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles
200 words
So very not mine

"When love is not madness it is not love." ― Pedro Calderón de la Barca

It had been years.Collapse )
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
25 December 2014 @ 06:57 am
Happy Christmas to all who celebrate and Merry Thursday to everyone.

Current Mood: awakeawake
30 November 2014 @ 11:37 am
A long time ago tabaqui wrote a Cracktrailer Fic based off of a song that I love (it's actually still my ringtone, heh) Crash by Cavo.

So began Crash 'verse.

Part 1 - Your Breath in My Hands by tabaqui Jason Behr/David Boreanaz, Christian Kane

Part 2 - Beautiful Wreck by tabaqui Jason Behr/David Boreanaz, Christian Kane

In between, she asked me to write Christian's POV and I tried. For four long years, I tried. I just could not find his voice. Until I went back and reread both fics again. Closely. Paying attention to each line - to the subtext (thank you, Supernatural). Then last week, that country boy started talking in my head and would.not.shut.up.

I would suggest reading those two first. Again, if you haven't already.

And here we go ~ after way too long ...

Covered in Broken Glass
by Snow
Part 3
Christian Kane/Jason Behr
Christian Kane/Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles
Christian Kane/David Boreanaz
yes, the boy does get around

Cracktrailer/Crash 'verse
mentions of past child abuse - nothing explicit
Beta'd by darkhavens, checked over by hurry_sundown and trishabooms - Thank you!!

Feels like you"re shattered and ... Collapse )

I need more Christian Kane icons. :)
Current Mood: nervousnervous
26 November 2014 @ 09:32 am
this might be a long shot ...

but if anyone is still out there that is/was familiar with the now gone CrackTrailer 'verse - I need a beta for a fic.

it's not super long and it's been years since i've written anything - so you'll be taking your chances. :)

but isn't that what life is all about?

thank you!

Current Mood: amusedamused
13 November 2014 @ 06:24 pm
5 days since my last cigarette.

i'm not hitting my next (milestone) fucking birthday in January and still being chained to tobacco. So i might be a little bit pissy and little bit touchy and i might need to keep reminding myself that a lot of people i admire more than anything have also quit.

i keep reminding myself that i quit for seven years way back in the day when i was having babies and i don't see any divorces coming up in my near future so i'm thinking that i'm gonna be okay.

Doesn't make it any easier, but i am exercising a *LOT*. Yes. Walking. My new anti smoking drug. I walk my dogs in the morning. I walk on the treadmill in my garage in the afternoon/evening.

i quit my job at Caribou. it was either that or get fired. i hated it SO FUCKING MUCH. i have NEVER hated a job as much as that. it was a fucking relief to give my keys back and man, i didn't even cry one tear. of course, now i'm like *super* poor. but i'll find something else. and it won't be in retail. seriously. i am so fucking done with that.

i have loved every FUCKING Supernatural episode this season and i will not listen to any criticism. Sorry. i just will not. i adore Jared and Jensen. period. i fucking love the show. you wanna squee with me? please do. if you want to complain - go someplace else.

my tumblr - https://www.tumblr.com/blog/sweptawaybayou - mostly SPN and PORN. All pretty boys. All the fucking time. and i totally suck at tags. just fyi.


so ... how are you doing? I MISS LJ. I MISS YOU!!!!!! I miss this ... so fucking much. Talk to me, bb. taaaaaaaaaaaaaalk to me.
Current Mood: crankycranky